Jesus you had to save my life for a reason. I refuse to believe that you can not follow through, and protect me from the evil spirits that are trying to cause strife, lust, greed, etc. You are greater than the devil, and with you all things are possible. God I have confessed my sin to you, and I asked you to deliver me, and forgive me? I have confessed my weakness in trying to deal with all the physical problems that I was born with, and everything it caused to happen to me. Jesus I don’t understand why you allowed me to have so many physical problems to keep me from making good friends, and keep me from going to church, and to keep me from getting a wife. You know how much I wanted to do things your way! why are you allowing the devil to keep coming against me? Jesus you said if we confess our sin, that you would cleanse us from all unrightousness, You said you could provide for our needs, and that if 2 or 3 agree that it would be done. You know we have asked you to help me? I have given to the poor all my life, and you said you would help those who help the poor? God please keep the promises you gave me, and deliver my life from destruction, in Jesus name. God I thank you again for all that you have done for me, even though I am having trouble understanding why you allowed a bone disease and so many other physical problems to come against my life to cause fear, deformaties, and weakness? God please have mercy on me, and deliver me from evil, in Jesus name.